Friday, 7 September 2012
Bread
What is it about fresh bread, baked
that is so invigorating
That will move even a dying man's head.
To bear it up for a last sniff of life
A life once lived, a life again relived
But for a fleeting moment.
Bread, the bearer of smiles
To the living, to the about-dying
Always fresh, always the best.
Ah, bread my mom used to bake
Bread my neighbour used to sell
Bread I used to share, fight over
Bread I had used as communion
during a wedding ceremony
So long ago. A love so fresh
A bread of happy times
A bread of hungry times
A bread of innocent times
Bread. Break. Broken.
A dying man drops his head
A pain is gone, a smile remains
- by TC Lai
Tuesday, 14 August 2012
Something in Nothing
Can nothing be made of something?
It's kind of fun to wonder about that
That space itself is a construct
Hard to picture, isn't it?
But air itself was once hard to comprehend
Then vacuum
But vacuum is just space devoid of air
Like highways devoid of cars
So what holds vacuum up?
We can all find space
In the infinitely big to the infinitely small
Can space be so small as to not exist?
Even in a black hole
Where matter is supposedly dense
Very, very dense
Yet even in a crowded train
There are pockets of space
We are not uniform
Is what makes space out there uniform?
Are the particles out there dancing different?
That somehow they are space and yet not space?
Like when blood flows through water
Is it more conscious of its stream?
Or that its movement define water
The nucleus makes the atom
The quarks make the nucleus
Yet, charm and strange particles make the quark
Who makes these still?
Or anything with mass
For what is an object without mass?
A soul? A soul that runs the machine
That machine which is us
The sum of all parts
Really, everything has to move
If not, standstill is the death of us
So everything that moves is life
How a knitting needle has to move
To make a fabric we can feel, see
When it stops, creation is halted
We know everything is a probablity
Where the electron might be
It blinkers on when we see, off when we don't
So how will space collapse?
When gravity is weak or strong?
'Strong' it is by intuition
But what if weak is the answer
When pockets are torn in the fabric of space
What some call 'dark matter'
Is that why they exist?
In the absence of gravity?
For it is in the dark, that space matters not
We stand alone, all by ourselves
We see not how far the distance
For only in distance, we find space
And in space, we find ourselves
A reason to be, a reason to exist
And that is something in nothing
- by TC Lai
It's kind of fun to wonder about that
That space itself is a construct
Hard to picture, isn't it?
But air itself was once hard to comprehend
Then vacuum
But vacuum is just space devoid of air
Like highways devoid of cars
So what holds vacuum up?
We can all find space
In the infinitely big to the infinitely small
Can space be so small as to not exist?
Even in a black hole
Where matter is supposedly dense
Very, very dense
Yet even in a crowded train
There are pockets of space
We are not uniform
Is what makes space out there uniform?
Are the particles out there dancing different?
That somehow they are space and yet not space?
Like when blood flows through water
Is it more conscious of its stream?
Or that its movement define water
The nucleus makes the atom
The quarks make the nucleus
Yet, charm and strange particles make the quark
Who makes these still?
Or anything with mass
For what is an object without mass?
A soul? A soul that runs the machine
That machine which is us
The sum of all parts
Really, everything has to move
If not, standstill is the death of us
So everything that moves is life
How a knitting needle has to move
To make a fabric we can feel, see
When it stops, creation is halted
We know everything is a probablity
Where the electron might be
It blinkers on when we see, off when we don't
So how will space collapse?
When gravity is weak or strong?
'Strong' it is by intuition
But what if weak is the answer
When pockets are torn in the fabric of space
What some call 'dark matter'
Is that why they exist?
In the absence of gravity?
For it is in the dark, that space matters not
We stand alone, all by ourselves
We see not how far the distance
For only in distance, we find space
And in space, we find ourselves
A reason to be, a reason to exist
And that is something in nothing
- by TC Lai
Monday, 13 August 2012
All for a Child
Men have done it
Leave the wife and kid
At times kids
A man must make his way
They say
That's a man's lot
But would you, could you
When Dad has never been around
To show you the world?
Would you let a child grow
Alone with wind and rain?
To always wonder the reason why?
It's painful when there's no love
Much worse when there's no conversation
It's all about food, housework and laundry
How can a man survive on such trivial?
How can a man prosper on such menial
Thoughts, actions and pretentions?
A man will die I tell you
Lest he will himself
To exist for that one child
A life he has led
A certain life he must now live
But not for himself but an offspring
An offspring that's fortunately
Sweet, good-natured and forgiving
A child of his childhood
But yet a child with blindspots
Her blindspots
A love of books yet not
But a daddy she did snag
A child she did get
Out of lies, reticence and selfishness
But now he knows better
A chance will come
When father and daughter
Will leave for lands afar
No longer having to bear with
Ignorance, stupidy and selfishness
Some women are a pain in the ass
And not worth marrying
Women who have not earned the right
Women who have not captured the heart
Nor intellectual curiosity
But loins one long night ago
For that, any man will leave
To some place afar
To start anew, to breathe anew
To find himself once more
- by TC Lai
- by TC Lai
Thursday, 9 August 2012
Pledges for Singaporeans
2. Singapore Pledge for Civil Servants 2012
3. Singapore Pledge for Govt Scholars 2012
4. Singapore Pledge for Sports Fans 2012
5. Singapore Pledge for Govt Ministers 2012
6. Singapore Pledge for the Social Gambler 2012
7. Singapore Pledge for the Child-less 2012
8. Singapore Pledge for School Children 2012
9. Singapore Pledge for Taxi Drivers 2012
10. Singapore Pledge for Maid Employers 2012
11. Singapore Pledge for Sg Sports Council 2012
12. Singapore Pledge for MOM 2012
1) Singapore Pledge for Foodies 2012
We the citizens of Singapore (burp!)
Pledge ourselves as one always-hungry people
Regardless of got hum/no hum; got chilli/no chilli
To order up a delicious storm
Based on what the old hawker uncle/aunty can dish up
So as to achieve lau nuah happiness, tummy-rubbing satisfaction, and
High BMI-index for our nation. (burp!)
2) Singapore Pledge for Civil Servants 2012
We the civil servants of Singapore
Pledge ourselves as one well-behaved people
Regardless if the girl was young or 18
Slim, got big boobs or not
Based on shape, size or lies
So as not to be conned into thinking
it's congress for the nation
3) Singapore Pledge for Govt Scholars 2012
We the scholars of Singapore
Pledge ourselves as one anti-lewd lot
To stop touching or groping
kids of various age and nudity
Based on need to satisfy
Some paedophilic urge or fantasy
that again embarrass the nation
4) Singapore Pledge for Sports Fans 2012
We the sports fans of Singapore
Pledge ourselves as one united people
Regardless of EPL club or telecom operator
To not continue be held ransom to ridiculous rates
Based on forever expanding TV rights monies
So as to enjoy a simple football match without
Starving half the people of the nation
5) Singapore Pledge for Govt Ministers 2012
We the ministers of Singapore
Pledge not to throw foreign talent in yr face
Regardless of GDP growth, quarterly earnings or our bonus
To build a more inclusive society
Based on the over-40s, over-50s, and over-60s
So as to overcome myopia, disdain, distrust and
ignorance of the non-elites in our nation
6) Singapore Pledge for the Social Gambler 2012
We the social gamblers of Singapore
Pledge to continue our support for Singapore Pools
Regardless of fixed income, food-price rise or inflation
To continue to play 4-D, Toto or visit the casino
Based on feeling, accident car plate numbers
So as not to deny the Community Chest charities
the monies and their duty to our nation
7) Singapore Pledge for the Child-less 2012
We the child-less of Singapore
Pledge to pull down our pants a little more
Regardless of project deadlines or aged in the room
To build up lust and sordid passion
Based on mutual stimulation
So as to achieve titillation, orgasm and
more babies for our nation
8) Singapore Pledge for School Children 2012
We the school children of Singapore
Pledge ourselves a tuition-free existence
Regardless of grades, kiasu parents or other kaypohs
To build a stress-free, memorable childhood
Based on marbles, spider-catching and kite-flying
So as to achieve a less exam-smart mindset and
a better street-smart mentality for our nation
9) Singapore Pledge for Taxi Drivers 2012
We the taxi-drivers of Singapore
Pledge ourselves as one less confusing lot
Regardless of peak hours, ERP, public holidays
To charge just one freaking fare
Based on destination, not surcharge bingeing
So as to achieve a pleasant, math-less and
cuss-less ride for all in the nation
10) Singapore Pledge for Maid Employers 2012
We the maid employers of Singapore
Pledge to treat them as we would our daughters
Regardless of laziness, cluelessness and personal hygiene
To not make them clean windows, climb high places
Based on some anal need for clean windows
So people will not think us heartless, cruel and
basically kiasi of a nation
11) Singapore Pledge for Sg Sports Council
We the lau-jiao of the SSC
Pledge ourselves to not use any more FTs
Regardless if our kids are getting fat, out-of-shape and iPad-totting
To build a sporting nation of incomparable records
Based on hot-dog eating, fishball swallowing and mass displays
So as to achieve pride as citizens, born and bred and
raised on recycled toilet waters of the nation
12) Singapore Pledge for MOM 2012
We the people at MOM Singapore
Pledge ourselves to celebrate our moms
Regardless of grad, A-level or O
To build a more mamographic society
Based on Manpower AND Womanpower
So as to achieve equality, parity and
sorority for our sistas across the nation
- by TC Lai
Wednesday, 25 July 2012
Next Time (or Trying The Manual on Romantic Love)
1. Line Up Chocolates to the Belly Button
Which direction, I had to ask
How kinky do you want to be?
So I tried it on myself
I bent, they all fell down
I had to eat them off the floor
Next time: Lick the chocolates first
2. Nibble on Ear
Animal, Vegetable or Opposite Sex? I had to ask
The cat scratched my face
The corn had to be cooked
The gal gave me a slap when I drew blood
Next time: Try on stewed pig's ears first
3. Pen a Poem
I love your eyes
They are as big as your knockers
I love your nose
They flare up like carburettors
I love....
She crumpled the card and threw it in my face
Next time: Compliment her ass ('As big as a car wash?')
4. Buy Her Flowers
She said she loved white
So I bought her white chrysanthemums.
Go and die, she said.
Give me a chance, I said
Buy me something orange.
So I bought her Day Lillies
They killed her cat.
Next time: Buy her plastic flowers
5. Cook Something for Her
Cooked her wagyu steak
She said she was vegetarian
Made her ice cream
She was lacktose intolerant
Baked her a cake
She said she rather have salad
Made her salad
She said she wanted rojak, not Caesar's
Next time: Get her a Kopitiam voucher
6. Walk Along The Beach
They say to find a moonlit night
When the stars are out
And the waters sparkly
And the sand smooth
First, she stepped into a pothole
And sprained her ankle
When she fell she gashed herself on beer bottle glass
Lying there she got swarmed by sand flies
Next time: Try the pool
7. Read in front of a Fire
It was cozy, the fire was kindling
Throwing gentle highlights onto her cheekbones
Also cinders into her hair
It burst into a ball of flame
And sent her running, into the snow
She fell head-first into the flaky ice
Like an ostrich in the sand
I ran after her but slipped and
Buried my face into her derriere
And found hair - not singed
Next time: Skip fatt-choy during CNY
8. Dedicate a Song on the Radio
I picked the station
Selected the song
And decided on the time
I even prepared the dedication note
Everything was perfect until
The radio DJ said her name wrong
Next time: Send her an sms and an iTune
9. Buy Her a Dress
Bought her a dress
She said it was a size too small
Am I saying she's fat?
Bought her another dress
She said it was a size too big
Was it meant for another girl? she said
Bought her yet another dress
She said it was the wrong color
Bought her a scarf
She said it made her look old
Bought her a cheong sam
She said I mock her
Bought her a sarong
She said I implied she was a slut
Bought her cloth
She said I was not sincere
Next time: Bring her to H&M and just pay
10. Go to a Movie
Bought the tickets
For plush seats
Bought the gourmet popcorn Garrets
And champagne wine
The lights dim
A man named Joker came in
Threw smoke and opened fire
She screamed, I screamed
She looked a mess, I looked a mess
She's not speaking to me ever again
Next time: Rent a dog and DVD
- by TC Lai
Wednesday, 18 July 2012
Cat
Cat, you came into my life unexpectedly
You were stray
But you won over my affections quickly
You were loving
And you were trustful
To let me hold
You followed me by my heels
From the ground floor to the 13th
You didn't even flinch
When we walked into the lift
You looked at me as if to say
"I am ok with you, right?"
Right you were, creature with
The sweetest smiles
Eyes that shine with intellect
A tail that hugs with affection
You were smart and learnt quickly
How to travel up and down
You were often absent at night
Curious you were, an adventurer you were
On the evenings when we went out,
People were curious
No leash? they'd say;
Wouldn't she run away?
Nope, I would reply
And surprise then writ large on their faces
Children were always attracted,
Some shy to approach
I would teach them the right way
To say hello to a cat, to a dog
For to them a sniff is like a handshake
A pat unannounced like a threat
But around you, Cat
There's always kindness from children
Also unbridled joy
Unconditional love
Alas, things have to come to an end
It could not last
My old-time sinus betrayed me
Telling me with each sneeze
That our time together would be short
That this is not meant to be
How can this be when I am never like this?
Does age make one susceptible?
So a new home I found you
A new owner who loved you just as much
But I wonder, as a parent might wonder
If that child remained how my life might turn out
It still pains, but the happy memories remain
I sit on the same bench and recall
Cat, wasn't that a lovely walk?
And you would look up and beam: 'Yes!'
It's all the pleasure I ask
Cat, I miss you
- by TC Lai
[This poem is inspired by the painting (above) United and In Harmony by Juan Carlos Munoz and my own experience with a lovely kitten that I had fostered for a short while.]
Mother Seed
They said f*** my face
I said no need
I've got seeds already
Seeds that will not grow into hatred
Seeds that will not ravage the land on which they stand
Seeds that will bear fruit to feed, not industrialise
As I speak, seeds fall out
Plantlings grow on the spot
They are my thoughts
There, up one rises
She is frightened, of what?
Poachers?
She is of torns, wary - to keep them away
My thoughts. But will it work?
I worry about the oceans
When fishes leave to never return
The whales echo, unimpeded
Voices swallowed by darkness
Where are the peoples of my sea
Why are the playgrounds silent?
A child springs forth
She is of vines, of scales
Her eyes are wide with fear
Of a net, a hook, a very loud noise
She is rooted, she cannot run
Only to wait... in fear
I cough, the air smells funny
A seed drops
This child, she is weak
She does not rise, but lies on the floor
She writhes, thrashes. Where's the sun?
Where's the water?
Where's the air?
I shake my head in disbelief
More seeds fall out
And yet some more
The children rise, of this and that
Soon, I am surrounded
by a forest of young plantlings
murmuring, muttering
Creating a hum of noise
of dread that rises to a crescendo
It shrinks me
I fall to the ground an empty gourd
Swarmed by my children...like ants
I'm seedless, dry, worn
I now walk weakened in that gourd shell
My children's voices rumbling on the other side
I am small
I turn a corner
And there she is...The ocean
Blue, bright, salted with life
Bordering her, a verdant forest
Birds flit in noisy harmony
Trees, tall - majestic
A stream runs by
It is clear, sparkling
I stoop to take a drink
It is fresh
I feel it emptying into me
Filling me up
Like my own blood would
I sit
A gourd in my hands
It softens
Flesh appears
then seeds
I think and a seed drops
- by TC Lai
(Poem was written after seeing Alicia de la Campa's artwork for the first time (pix above). Such lovely rhetorical pieces.)
I said no need
I've got seeds already
Seeds that will not grow into hatred
Seeds that will not ravage the land on which they stand
Seeds that will bear fruit to feed, not industrialise
As I speak, seeds fall out
Plantlings grow on the spot
They are my thoughts
There, up one rises
She is frightened, of what?
Poachers?
She is of torns, wary - to keep them away
My thoughts. But will it work?
I worry about the oceans
When fishes leave to never return
The whales echo, unimpeded
Voices swallowed by darkness
Where are the peoples of my sea
Why are the playgrounds silent?
A child springs forth
She is of vines, of scales
Her eyes are wide with fear
Of a net, a hook, a very loud noise
She is rooted, she cannot run
Only to wait... in fear
I cough, the air smells funny
A seed drops
This child, she is weak
She does not rise, but lies on the floor
She writhes, thrashes. Where's the sun?
Where's the water?
Where's the air?
I shake my head in disbelief
More seeds fall out
And yet some more
The children rise, of this and that
Soon, I am surrounded
by a forest of young plantlings
murmuring, muttering
Creating a hum of noise
of dread that rises to a crescendo
It shrinks me
I fall to the ground an empty gourd
Swarmed by my children...like ants
I'm seedless, dry, worn
I now walk weakened in that gourd shell
My children's voices rumbling on the other side
I am small
I turn a corner
And there she is...The ocean
Blue, bright, salted with life
Bordering her, a verdant forest
Birds flit in noisy harmony
Trees, tall - majestic
A stream runs by
It is clear, sparkling
I stoop to take a drink
It is fresh
I feel it emptying into me
Filling me up
Like my own blood would
I sit
A gourd in my hands
It softens
Flesh appears
then seeds
I think and a seed drops
- by TC Lai
(Poem was written after seeing Alicia de la Campa's artwork for the first time (pix above). Such lovely rhetorical pieces.)
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